If you checked into my stories & you made it to the end : thank you. I know I got a little carried away. This is a big week for us. This week demonstrates a struggle that has become an instrumental part that has redefined who we are as people.

Time & time again, I read quotes or articles saying “don’t let the infertility define you”. I mean if it did define you, then that would mean you are a skeleton made of hormone disorders, organs filled with despair & brokenness. A human full of doubt & fear bundled up in a skin of loneliness. How can you refrain from letting the number one thing that burdens your mind day in & day out not define you? I found it near impossible to find comfort in this quote because it deemed an impossible task. Therefore, I decided to let it define me. The difference is - I am learning how it is defining me as a woman, not my worth.

I bought this hat because I first bought this hat.

It is a bit of a lengthy one, if you bare with me, this was so good for me to write. I would greatly appreciate this read. I posted last night about a quote I heard that basically read my mind. “Lord, please silence my thoughts, so that I could hear your voice.” After reading some scripture, my thoughts changed & sharing this story was put heavy on my heart.